One day about 10 years ago I went to Victoria’s Secret and bought myself a pair of black silk panties. When i first put them on it was all i could to avoid making a mess. At that point a wonderful new energy was released that has only grown as step by step I have embraced my feminine self and understood myself in new ways. So much to learn and exprience. So I am a sissy. In the simple ways of being sure that each day includes some feminine touches in how I dress or behave to more essential things like gradually learning that there is nothing more beautiful than the hard cock of a good looking man. I do want to take him in my mouth, I want to make him hard and feel his excitement, and drink in his cum. As a cum eating sissy i also know that only proper place for my own sissy cream is in my mouth. Such a journey, and a one way journey to be sure.